MaH BlOgZ

first of all… ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko this past few days…. i’d rather list them  than tell them det5ailed with all the comments i could give… it would be very boring. email nyoh na lang ako kung gusto nyong malaman ung detalye…

= the saddest part…. break na kami.

= bumalik akong mapua nakipagkita kay mats and then, nalungkot for the reason i don’t want to talk about.

=300!!!!

=enjoyed being with friends and my dada

=the comeback of JRC!!! wala pah si A!!!! sayang pewo, dats life.

= madalas ang away dito samin, kc naman noh… maraming reasonb to Quarrel…

=nagbalsa kami ni kuya, nagbabad sa init ng araw at nagpatianod sa hangin…. san kami nakarating, un ang di ko alm….

=2 or 3 times kaming nagkaroon ng matinding away that leadsa to…. broke!!!

= my friend had a……

= may mga taong nagtitiis ng sakit para lang magpatuloy…..

all in all… DEEP ang mga naranasan ko. may joys pewo mostly wala…. i feel unremembered. forgotten… may humahanaphanap skin pewo di ako makita, gustuhin ko man. sobrang layo ko naman. hayyy…. i must do my own ways just to see him. mwah!!!

ahm, okey… so we had a fight yesterday and i can’t hold back… the feeling…. of anger… is at loose…. never forget the date because it would really make me angry! trust me, you don’t wanna ever see the range! . . .  because it will ruin you, as i ruined my whole. . . my being.. the way you look at my personality is not me at all…

matapos nating pagusapan si iyelle, tumungo naman tau kay JHO!
short 4 Joana yan.. prefer kc nyah na tawaging jho at this time of crisis… lapit na ng debut moh!!!!!! haha… sa totoo lang, di ko alam klung bakit ko gagawan ng article ang babaeng ito eh puro tulak naman ang inaabot ko sa uguy-uguy kong to. hehehe.. panay kagagahan lang ang naaalala ko pag cya ang pinaguusapan! (joan… jowk lang un!);p hay… the history was this

    late night when i’m feeling so alone, JHO sent me a simple SMS, a quote and then i replied to find out that she’s still awake. a dreary evening with his bro and me with my bro. we chatted for a while..(mayaman, naguubos ng load… WALA PANG UNLI NUN HA!) hehehe.. and then it begun, it was our 1st year hayskul back then. another school year begun and she became my seatmate! (nagsimula na ang kabalbalan…) we pretended that we had a relationship… haha! (bakit hindi ka nagpunta kagabi s bahay??? tampo na me.) hehehe… we’re just playing along back then. there started a deep and true friendship… measles were not a barricade even my operation was not a barricade. we enjoyed every single hour, days, month well spent. oh how i wish i could bring back the times. the times…. the times where she’s only a glimpse away! i hope she could still remember the times where i have to wait for her for decades while she was fixing herself and fixing the things we used in our class. the powder, the comb, the G-TECH, the black bag that i’ll prefer to call a purse and the hanky! yes she used to forget that… hehe. then the 3rd year of highschool years, still she’s there even when i’m a distant away, i have my own private life then when i joined COCC. she’s a shoulder to cry on. a very important person in my life. a person that completes me and loves me completely. when our last year begun, we both know how to make it precious. it’s very rewarding to have such friend. (pasensya ka na sa pagngawa ko sau s stage)

    dami ko nang pagkukulang sa kanya, ang dami ko naring hindi pa nasabi pero alam ko, ramdam nyah na lagi akong nandito for her, just like what she did and been doing. wala na akong mahihiling pa sa taong ito. truly one of the best! salamat sa kanya, andito pawen ako. matatag at puno ng kagagahan!

i decided to create a post about my friend iyelle.. wla lang… kasi nagtesti sya at dis week este last week and this week eh nagpaparamdam na sya… hope, tuluy-tuloy na.

bakit ko ba sya gagawan pa ng post? hindi ito testi… just want to say to the world of friendster na ang sya ko to meet such kind of fela!!!grade four, naging clows kami dahil sa grupong STEP! remember iyelle?? hay… those are the childhood days na talaga namang kinatutuwa ko. sarap sariwain… ayun, tuluy-tuluy na kahit hindi kami magkaklase nung grade 5 at 6 eh we’re friends parin… batian CHUVA kami nun, hiraman at syempwe we’re both responsible students that time. patawa kami! ngaun, ewan ko na lang… hehehe…

    nung hayskul years, well… happy kami nitong c iyelle, sabay pa kaming umuuwi at minsan, hindi.. hehe… syempwe bisibisihan na. nga pala.. seatmates kami nyan nung nawala sa row namin si edang,… lahat ng kabalbalan ginawa nanamin… ultimo ang pagtulo ng bawwat menstration ko alam nyah!!! haha! scary thingsa pa nga… siguro naimpluwensyahan ko din sya sa pagsusulat eh. ewan, ramdam ko lang,… tama ba? yabang ko! hahaha! kapal! ui, natatandaan mo pa ba ung pagputol natin sa mga lapis at pilot?? hay… sayang, sarado na tindahan ng titz ko!!! wala na dahil nalugi!!!! hahaha! dahil sakin kaya? welllllllllllllll….. di ko alm! isa sya sa nagturo saking gumala!!!! angal ka??? suntukan na lang??? hahaha! teka! totoo aman. ah, pewo educational to… lagi tau kanila camille…

sa inyo… sa bahay nila un! hay… sarap magreminisce… di ko masabi lahat ng ginawa namin dahil baka tamarin na kayo sa pagbabasa… ang masasabi ko lang, serious, kowkz, green things, sensitive, horror, gigz, inuman, shopping, gala, iyakan, probz…. u name it, we have it… perfect ang life! i mean, hindi pala…
UNIQUE! kasi ders no such thing as perfect!!!! get it guys??? nga pala, magdedebut sya at natouch akong ang fav color ko ang motif nyah dun. db? it’s such an honor like an honor student!!!! hahaha… hope maging friend nyoh din ang dyosang ito… malalim na tao sya… pero it’s fun to rediscover the world with her.. it’s full of ups and downs!!! salamat sa kanya, eto ako ngaun! nagsusulat, makata, sumasayaw, nakikinig ng senti songs, lumalamon, umiinom(TGAY), kumakanta at luka luka. . .  .juz like you!

oportunista! perfectionist ka ba?

kung ganun…. the hell with you. kapal din ng mukha mong buksan to eh alm mo namang i hate PERFECTIONIST!

by the way, bakit ko nasbi ito? at bakit sa tagal ng blangko ng blog ko eh panget pa ang return ko?? ito ay sa kadahilanang… asar na asar na ako sa mga taong pinapagawa sakin to tapos pagnagawa ko na, ayaw nila… kung kulang, magagalit, kung sobra magagalit din, kung sakto magagalit din. hay….. asar un diba? di mo alam kung san sila sasanayin. sa ganito, o sa ganun…

    tinatry ko naman lahat masunod lang ung  gusto nya/nila pero bakit kulang parin. nakakaasar!!! wala na akong tamang ginawa pagdating sa kanya. ayoko! minsan nga feeling ko nahahawa na ako dahil andito lng sila, nakapaligid… masungit din ako… ansin nyo pag oras na makapag-usap kami, nagiging sobrang moody ko. apektado tuloy sis at mom ko… grabe. kilala mo na kung sino ka!!!