behind the laughter is the barrel of tears…
how could this happen to me. i made my mistake, got no where to run, coz life goes on… cause i’m fading away, i’m sick of this life, i just say how could this happen to me.
well, last night i admit we had a fight. well actually i got angry because of his decisions. he didn’t even informed about the plan where he would tell everyone that I’m not his mommy. so, what do you think of me? okey, this is how i feel right now, right this moment. i want to slap you in the face and put you in a sack and let you suffer and drown in a pond like a street cat thrown. but like the street cats, you have 9 lives and you have only 6 lives left. how dare you look straightly into my eyes while you lie?? how could you put your lips to mine while all you do is stab me in my back with your stupid, obnoxious lies about things that you know would really hurt me. ok, so your confident that i would forgive you? well, this time and in this case, i’m sure that i wont easily give up. that’s the biggest decision that i could possibly do to make the changes. sorry is not always spoken by the mouth with sincerity, that’s the biggest lesson i had. and to you my dear, please stop explaining, don’t tell me because it hurts.
hey, this is an intermission about that emotional imbalance that I’ve been experiencing. let me tell you that my dog had a brown puppy. yippee! eureka! mwah mwah mwah!and my figures finally imprving. i’m fat!! hahahaha… my family’s doing well, my brother was now proud of the way i write things in english, my brother dondon gave me the privelage to have a BALLER. hahaha. and it’s blue, a sky blue as i look at it. hehehe. jumong is giving me the creeps, why? well its because i really crave for that show. hay, i hope its always Jumong that i could watch.
till next time, till the next time we meet… we will….
