MaH BlOgZ

come out, come out, wherever you are…
i’m trying to find our dog who’s preparing for labor, and guess what? i found her inside the laundry box.. i mean the place where our used clothes were taken. and from there, i saw a black puppy. her 1st baby pup is a black one with a tiny white spot in its forehead. nice ayt?? conratumalations ewww… you’ve done a great job taking care of yourself like that.

    hey, last night my tears poured down. why? i’ve heard a thing from his cousin and it did kinda make me SUFFER. thoughts run by my head and keeps on asking how? why? when? where? how could he possibly made that plan so vulnerable of hurting me. is it because, i hurt you many times before. i deserve this kind of misery. but please apologize in a very nice way. in a mannered way where i could spank you in the face or beat your but unto the ground and watch you beg for mercy… nyahahaha… har har har. i guess my BESHY, Lix was ayt about what i should do. idiot me. hmmmpf.

the lesson was never ever give your full trust to anyone ‘coz it will surely hurt you twice as much as you have expected.

    nyahaha… my brother read about my blog yesterday. even he was surprised about the word. because of that word my Daddy and i had a misunderstanding and had a bit of fight. Leonard was his name. and he is from ilocos Sur, Philippines. huh? he was asking asking, if we want to here him do that and we certainly an
swered, NO. as in NO. period. but that was really funny and still so immature and indecent. thanks to my sensitive thought. nyahahaha.

my parents. . .

    my father and I are in good condition. we are left with each other for i think  days now and developed a bonding. i’m starting to take over the house good. hahaha. it’s because my mother is sick, my father is sick too and even my brothers. me? it’s just a little injury for me, i’ll surely and having a hard time recovering from that. by th way, my sister is now returning home after 3 days of aparting from our family. i hope she made a very big change in herself. she better have or else, i’ll suffer again.

the climate…

    it was freezing out her in the RP, i guess the only missing part of this cold was the snow. even our oil froze. nyahaha. it’s like a refrigerator. happy for us, we’re not in th freezer like most of the people in the north.

harhar…

    our dog just had her 2nd pup and again it’s color black. where’s the brown one????

level up my pillows so i could breathe freely…

    i have a flu right now that’s why i’m having a hard time laying in my bed. i fell cold and alone.

    the nasty thing about today was the word "pagsalsal" i just don’t get it! why do people act so indecent about serious things. they really don’t mind if the one they’re talking to have sensitive minds.. they just go on and tell you things you don’t wanna here. i hate it when people force you to listen and talk about it. delicate things are talked by the mouth with respect. you must not force someone to involve in your personal pleasure to have leisure and enjoyment when all she feels is embarrassment and disrespect!!it;s against our rights. huh! the hell with you!!!! you must not treat a girl with that kind of manner. you must have lessons from my daddy!!!! hmmmpf!!!!

well, i guess it’s hard for someone to make decisions about what must come first. the heart or the mind?

i’m a type of person where the heart always comes first! and it’s really hard for me to let my mind decide about things in my life coz i’ll definitely regret it. sorry for the person i’m trying to stab out here but you’re making me sick! you’re always there to tell me what must and what should i do. well, i’m tired of it huh! it’s like wearing a pajama when u nid to go to school! it’s not appropriate! i hate that! it’s not his fault, it’s my fault! i’m better with him and i wanna stay like that forever. why do we always end up in fights!?? where the winner is always unknown and the result is always illegal… i’m sick of it! heart must come first coz that’s what i enjoy!

i met someone last night and it’s all because of my cellphone. the crazy thing about this was, it was a mistake. WRONG SENT poh! hay…

am i lucky or what? huh? he looks good on his pic eh. hehehe but of course, my daddy would always be the prettiest man in my life. my goodness. what a reaction. we talked about everything until we have to both bid goodbye. funny  right? it was like a one night stand! hehehe… that’s not bad right? it’s not two timing. hehehe. I’m not like someone i knew.. hehehe… (tamaan ka katabi ko!! hehehe). then why did i call him my SAVIOR??? hehehe… well, i can’t sleep ‘coz i was afraid to fall asleep. he comforted me by his jokes and stories. it was really fun though i really don’t know him. i hope he WON’T text me anymore. (totoo un noh!!) even though I’m a txt addict, i don’t want myself to be involved with someone that I’m starting to like. it’s not appropriate especially when you’re engaged with someone that makes everything light for you. guess, i just miss you daddy and i need you for companion.

before anything else, my dad, my father and i was now at ease. i felt better. thank God!

… so i could finally reveal myself…
……..let me express the emotions that’s been wanting to burst…

set ME free!

the relationship between my father is making me sick! it’s a burden having that thick barricade between us. we don’t talk, we don’t laugh we even can’t look in each others eyes. it’s all my fault. i didn’t took his rules seriously that’s why I’m now facing the consequences i must have. i really wanted to cry. but to whom???

I’m having a great time with my siblings when they’re around that’s why i don’t want to be left alone out here or anywhere. i don’t feel comfort, in this place. i hope they’ll be here… sooner….

i hate myself, I’m playing around.
is this the effect of my tragedy?

iyelle, making me feel that she’s throwing our friendship away, the harassed truth!, and the rules I’ve broken?

I’m cold…

no one can give me warmth in my heart, i wish there is…

Daddy, hope you’re doing fine, i guess I’m just feeling empty without you here. i miss you. I’ve been longing for you to be here.

Siblings, please come home with me in your arms again.

alayan…

ang tagal q ng hindi nagpost ng kahit na ano dito kaya di ko tlg alm kung san aq dpt magcmula…

ganito n lng,

nung 2nd sem, masaya aq. tinutukan q tlg ung aking course at nagsimula ang mga saging. di ko tlg alm kung apno nagcmula yan pero alm ko bumabagyo nun… tanung nyo na lang kanila nona, mats at kaycee girl.

malayan day, nuod nga MAPUA unleashed, puntang intra with my bf, slipover kanila kaycee, punta kanila nona, nuod ng anatomiya ng korupsyon (about stenographers=dady kaw ba yan??) hahaha at nung paguwi ko… di nakaramdam mga binti ko sa lrt… kahiya sa katabi ko dhil nagpatulong pa aq., at nagaway ung driver at pasahero. WAFAK! ganda noh???

well, ntapois ang sem s may nagmhalan at nagaway! ang saklap! syang ung mga relasyong nabuo pero it’s meant to be. friends parin nmn db?

MARE, (ui, nabanggit kita)
nakakatext q cya if not sa sun eh sa globe. saya nga eh khit may probs, enjoy pawen! biruin moh pati future kxm s usapan! hehehhe… natatawa aq. bumili kmi nung december 23 ng panregalo. binili q c marestela!!! hehehehe inaanak q yan.
well, nabigay q n x ng Jan. 5 ata un. hehehehe.. memory gap?

pumunta ang mga taga ADAMSON smin.. si Dan, Kel, NIca, Elmer at Kulet este Jef pala. ang saya ha!!!! parang nung nagpunta ang mga saging smin. enjoy!!!

1st tym ding pumunta ni bf s bhy q dis year at tulutuloy na. maligaya? xiempwe naman noh! wala ng sasaya pah dun kaya nga ang hinala ko may msmang mangyayari eh. tama nga! mewon….

sunday un! oo sunday! 1 week n x ngaun! dreadful! buti napakalma aq ng mare q. tnx mare! d q n dedetalyehen basta peste cla!

iniicp q n lng ung mga mggndang nakaraan para makalimot… tulad ng……

bday ni lix at kinsey!
RIZAL
Concert
CLAN
MGA get together namin nila edz at camille
CAROLING kuno
bonding with my family khit mdlas n aqng grounded ngaun…
ang PASKO
BAgoNG taON!.. kung saan sumayaw kmi.
ang walang katapusang ligaya…

salamat po diyos ko…